I WANT GOD


Whenever the wisdom of recognizing what is full of Atman and what is not is fully imbibed by the mind one finally realizes that the visible is an illusion. One is then attracted towards the real thing, one’s own self. After getting to know this he then yearns for more, that is the constant realization of one’s own self which yields him bliss hitherto never experienced. Once he gets the bliss he wants it for ever for he feels that without it everything in this world is worthless. Then he starts feeling that he unnecessarily wasted his life till this period by running after the nonexistent visible and strongly desires to get as close and as early to the Parbrahma as possible. This then gives way to the feeling of being distant from everything except the truth. At this stage one should try his best to have self realization. The desire to see and become a part of the God then automatically follows. This is the root of real worship. Wisdom makes the feeling of being distant from everything except the truth and worship to congenially grow with each other. Having no desire for the visible is the essence of the feeling of being distant from everything except the truth and the desire to be as close to the God as possible is the essence of worship. This is easier said than done. It requires application of wisdom and insurmountable Sadhana.